Recent status

Useless, nonsense, bored... etc.
That was what I looked like recently.
It seemed like I lost the goal. I had became a guy without soul. I cared about nothing. I had no interest, even playing games could not rouse my interest.
The day is coming,  and I found that I was getting tired about learning.
How could I find any passion which is the spirit of life? What is my interest which could be used to separate the work from life?
Pondering...
Hope the day of realization is not far away.