People need to have a way to release the feeling inside. And I am glad I have such place to have my feeling omitted out.
This world is unfair, of course. But only something happens on you makes you understand what 'unfair' means.
A seed had been planted when I had done the low-class job, as compared those guys who did something called 'kernel'. Almost everyone has the same foothold when they graduate from school. But when they go to work, they have different futures. And one of the fact is 'luck'.
The seed grows when I had learn that all the efforts were in vain with the promotion list revealed. I felt angry because those who entered this company later than me also had been promoted, even they worked on the same kind of things as I did. I felt frustrated because I got no proof about my ability. More than three years staying in this company proves naught. I worked hard in the previous years, staying late on night and taking the last train to home. I didn't know exactly what I had earned at that time. Damn you. The next job will prove the words from my Father -- the best way to increase income is to change a job.
Well, I didn't care about the salary increased by the promotion. All I care is a proof. That is all.
The world is so unfair, as I had known before. But now, I really understand what's the core inside.
