剛剛在整理房間的時候，看到一片光碟片，上面寫著【研究資料】。放進光碟機，打開資料的那一瞬間映入眼簾的是以前在學校研究的資料、論文、以及上過一些課所寫的程式。
看著這些東西，總覺得以前的自己好像很厲害。但相對於現在而言，變得沒有自信。要喊出一句:我可以的!。卻很難喊出來。
是什麼東西在消磨自己呢? 忘了以前那種衝勁(如果有的話)?
看著自己寫的論文，覺得在一個禮拜趕出那些東西還真的很厲害。
以前打工的地方也是一個禮拜要把程式寫出來。
在那種壓力下，過去的證明我是可以生存下來的。
可是現在的自己害怕那種壓力，漸漸的消磨自己的信心。就這樣消磨下去嗎?
ps. 看到自己面試時準備的影片還滿感動的
2010-02-19
2010-02-17
2010-02-10
Day after day
On the train I read
the novel being a long story
with Frodo carrying the ring
with Voldermort bound by Harry
Stark fell to ashes
while Lannister being cursed
Big Bill killed It
left nothing in memory
Mark the page and close it
Step out of the train and step into it
A day come, a day end
Flip my page and write few words
with nothing change the day before it
the novel being a long story
with Frodo carrying the ring
with Voldermort bound by Harry
Stark fell to ashes
while Lannister being cursed
Big Bill killed It
left nothing in memory
Mark the page and close it
Step out of the train and step into it
A day come, a day end
Flip my page and write few words
with nothing change the day before it
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